I'm writing right now with a grief in my heart. I've been doomed for some couple of weeks now. I don't know what happened to me. Well, maybe i know, it's just that time and situations hadn't been friendly lately. There are times that i feel so alone, not knowing where to go, who to speak with, or thinking if its really necessary to speak with someone. I feel like i just wanna be alone and not be with any body. I wanna separate myself from the things that makes me tired, people that makes me feel stupid, things that i ache, people that makes me suffer and things that make me happy,.. then suddenly burns me. Why is it that it's so hard to be happy? Well, i know some say it's not really that hard, you just need to choose the things or people that makes you happy; or just simply choose to be happy. But as for me, choosing something is already a problem. Its hard to choose between two things that you like, you need and you love. And it gets even harder as you go along the way and realized that there are a lot of choices, not just two or three.
I just wanna be silent for awhile, hide in my shell. pretend.
sis...we all come to the point na ganyan...don't worry di ka nag-iisa sa ganyang feeling...minsan nga muka na akong tanga sa isang sulok, kahit marami tayong friends dumadating talaga tayo sa point na gusto nating mapag-isa...parang may kulang pa rin kahit anjan sila...pero we should be thankful na we have friends, had i not known you guys, i could've lost my sanity...hayz loosen up a little sis...im just a call/text away...kita tayo kung gusto mo rampa pa! haha
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